FRISH wrote:@greenp im not sure i, wud prob feel like a burden tbh.

@gamecraziness im not gonna call a hotline, id feel it was stupid and pointless and tbh i dont kno if wat im sayin is even the reason, if i had someone i knew in rl that was the right person (ie someone who i wud feel right listening too and cudnt riddle my way out of it (idk if im making excuses or not tbh) then maybe i wud do something, but atm im totally not independant and not doing things that i need to do coz i dont see need, whereas i was thinking if i moved then i wud need to.

@ct and i guess others, maybe idk wud need to think about i suppose, wud make things easier, but idk, maybe.

FRISH wrote:@gamecraziness im not gonna call a hotline, id feel it was stupid and pointless and tbh i dont kno if wat im sayin is even the reason, if i had someone i knew in rl that was the right person (ie someone who i wud feel right listening too and cudnt riddle my way out of it (idk if im making excuses or not tbh) then maybe i wud do something, but atm im totally not independant and not doing things that i need to do coz i dont see need, whereas i was thinking if i moved then i wud need to.

Gibbonator wrote:

FRISH wrote:@gamecraziness im not gonna call a hotline, id feel it was stupid and pointless and tbh i dont kno if wat im sayin is even the reason, if i had someone i knew in rl that was the right person (ie someone who i wud feel right listening too and cudnt riddle my way out of it (idk if im making excuses or not tbh) then maybe i wud do something, but atm im totally not independant and not doing things that i need to do coz i dont see need, whereas i was thinking if i moved then i wud need to.

I've thought about topping myself. I haven't yet, and don't think I will but I at least went to the doctor's and got a prescription for some anti-depressants (though I haven't cashed them in yet).

Oathbreaker wrote:Why did you even think about kicking the bucket? You are one of the most respected members on this forum, you are awesome at ps and you have at least one friend. Your family loves you. Just get a job and a GF, and take it from there. And, this talk about moving reminds me of this: Dam you to hull.

Oathbreaker wrote:Why did you even think about kicking the bucket? You are one of the most respected members on this forum, you are awesome at ps and you have at least one friend. Your family loves you. Just get a job and a GF, and take it from there. And, this talk about moving reminds me of this: Dam you to hull.

CommanderT wrote:heres some advice and it comes from deep down lol

It's not time to make a change, just relax and take it easy. You're still young that's your fault,there's so much you have to know. Find a girl, settle down, if you want to, you can marry. Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy. I was once like you are now, and I know that its not easy to be calm, when you've found something going on.But take your time, think a lot, think of everything you've got.For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.